Where to Start.
You know the feeling, when you really want to talk about how you feel and have nobody to talk to. When there are thoughts zooming and out of your mind with the speed of light and you just feel the need to stop them. Is thinking too much a selfish trait, is it a moronic thing ? What is it ? Too much time, i guess, i have.
Its hard to express. Where to start.
The past week has been so tough emotionally and i had to dwell deep inside to see the real me. I never really thought, what i really want. I just went with the flow. But not this time. The truth is i am still searching for what i really want, but the process has been initiated. And NO, this "want" is not the same as the question about life. Its more like, what i presently want to do which will impact my future. Its not a high definition label but more of a specific thing.
You know the feeling, when you really want to talk about how you feel and have nobody to talk to. When there are thoughts zooming and out of your mind with the speed of light and you just feel the need to stop them. Is thinking too much a selfish trait, is it a moronic thing ? What is it ? Too much time, i guess, i have.
Its hard to express. Where to start.
The past week has been so tough emotionally and i had to dwell deep inside to see the real me. I never really thought, what i really want. I just went with the flow. But not this time. The truth is i am still searching for what i really want, but the process has been initiated. And NO, this "want" is not the same as the question about life. Its more like, what i presently want to do which will impact my future. Its not a high definition label but more of a specific thing.
